5:30AM

My Love,
The real reason I was up so early this morning is because I couldn't be away from you anymore. I had to feel you to know you are still real. I had a nightmare about nearly not having you anymore, and my insides take decades to settle after that kind of worry. So thank you for being alive and well and mine this morning when I came out to see you. Keep it up!

I know this all the time, but it is occasionally exacerbated by experience:

I don't ever want to live without you.